I’ve finished two songs that are currently being edited.

My proudest work; No.

I’m doing good on my diet, I’m strict.

Weed is under control in great moderation.

I train and stretch daily.

I practice some sort of meditation daily even if it’s just reading or sitting in a dark room alone.

Motivation has been low for music, not sure what’s holding me back…I’m not proud of the songs I release, I’m not proud of the work I do, I’m not excited to share my art with the world, I’m just not feeling the energy that I want to feel.

Am I lost? Not really, I know where I am and I know where I’m headed, but maybe I want to take a different route?!

Am I ready to be an artist? Artists stand for something, they believe their art can impact or change the world…my music lacks that effect.

I know what I can be and I know what I will be, but sitting with ones thoughts all alone while thy father works and thy funds are low is heart breaking.

I ask the universe for help, she answers and I try my best to listen but….