May/2021

What’s currently going on? I finished two songs, one is finished and the other one will be done tonight once my producer sends it. I think this song is gonna sound dope, it’s called Late Nights. I started a music journal only dedicated to lyrics.

The task that hinders your task is the task, and my task was to rap but I didn’t have any lyrics. I have three journals currently, one for philosophical dialogue and recaps, one for music and one for random notes or ideas. I write in my notes, at work, when I hear something interesting in a podcast, then later I go over it at home and maybe re-write it in to my other journal. I’m currently reading the “Tao of Seneca Volume 1” and I’m really diggin it. I still prefer Marcus but I still got two more volumes to go so maybe it’ll change. I do really want to check out Epicurus, I heard he was more of a teacher and I think I could learn lots from him.

I’m a daily smoker now. I smoke every single day, even before work today. I was very against it but I just think this works best for me right now. I need to get the cravings under control which I can do and I do need to take detox periods. How does it help you? It keeps me calm and present. It makes me listen better and move smoother. It takes the stress away. The thing is though, you have to have a plan for the day and be productive. I need to do my reading, journaling and mediation plus write lyrics and get a workout in on some days. If I get these things done then my day was successful no matter what happens.