June to December 2025
Anthem …
What is my wisdom, if even the fools can dictate to me.
What is my freedom, if all creatures, even the botched and corrupt, are my masters.
What is my life, if I am but to bow, to agree and to obey.
The earth is the centre of the universe, or maybe just a speck of dust in eternity.
I do not know and do not care.
I am not a tool for others, or a servant for anyone else’s means.
I am not a bandage. I am not a sacrifice on their altars.
I am a man.
This is my miracle, gifted to me by God.
It is mine to own, to care for, and to protect.
Mine.
I do not surrender my treasures, nor must I share them.
You cannot reduce my spirit to metal coins, and colored paper.
I owe nothing to no one, nor do I gather debts.
None live for me, and I shall not live for others.
My soul is mine and theirs is theirs.
I am neither friend nor foe;
Each brother can earn my honour by doing more than just being born
Each brother can feel my wrath, if he intrudes on my freedom to live peacefully
I have friends, but neither are slaves nor masters.
I shall love and respect, but neither command or obey.
We may join hands, but also walk alone if we desire.
The I comes before the We.
The Nick Fuentes Movement
Nick Fuentes is gaining major traction.
Good or bad is unimportant.
We must discuss mob mentality and individual courage.
Nicks movement fits here perfectly.
Lord Acton said something like:
Moral progress, if possible, depends not on the collective awakening, but through individual courage
Nick said something to his viewership that reminded me of that
He told them to be courageous and speak their mind, no matter the consequences.
SPEAK and be COURAGEOUS
Nick also called 85% of his viewership idiots.
Which he’s also right.
The people in the mob, or in the revolution, or in the opposing party, are all the same people who let the way of life evolve to this current point
Same in Germany, the people protesting against mandatory military service, are the same people who voted for the parties that stated that they were going to go to war in the first place.
Hitler once said:
“The middle class, they hide like cowards when danger is on the streets, and they celebrate like crazy once it’s gone”
By danger he meant the communists at the time.
That’s irrelevant though, what’s important is, that he’s saying the same thing.
The masses are cowards, afraid and scared. They hide in silence.
Then a mob forms.
And mobs are violent, and they justify it because they believe they are fighting for the common good
Like Antifa
The intelligent people in a mob can see past the mob mentality. They try to gather the biggest pieces of gold and apply them where needed. They understand the awakening as whole, and disregard the rest.
While others only see an alliance forming.
Power. Unity. Manhood. Strength. Rebellion. Virtue signaling. Purpose. Belonging.
They think it’s the cooler team to be on
Nick is a courageous cowboy, and the population admires it in a world filled with fake news and compliance.
This is also the exact same thing that catapulted Andrew Tate into stardom
If Nick and Andrew would of never said controversial, offensive or out of place things they would of stayed irrelevant
You must push buttons, to gain traction.
Especially if your idea is foreign to the mass consensus.
Once attraction is garnered; you can adjust and aim it towards a collective goal or solution
Hoping it’s better. . .
BUT
All power can lead to corruption
Mobs only replace corrupt power
They don’t resolve it
We must;
Raise the consciousness of the individual
Inspire motivation and courage
We must promote independence from the state
And we must do it all with Love
-Dutti
I’m a realist, and you should be too
Germany is getting ready for war, others are already fighting one.
Food market experts are saying families of four will be spending an average of $990 more a month on groceries in 2026 (which is good because we don’t want too many kids on this dying planet anyway).
The average car price is $50k (for plastic and a small engine or battery).
Meat will be unaffordable (it’s unhealthy anyway, so you don’t need to worry about that 😉
Gold is through the roof and has never been further away from silver (ask yourself why).
Housing market is overpriced, if you can even find a place (so just rent, owning is over rated anyway 😉
Jobs will dissolve, even though you just got a $30k degree.
Small business are dying left and right and monopolies are swallowing up everything…..
Be realistic!
Getting rich is literally your only option to maintain an average life
Anything below that is border line poverty.
One step away from financial ruin
One step away from catastrophe
Start being realistic
The average way of life is dead
-Dutti
A new Era
Back in the day
Way back
We had one purpose: SURVIVE
Our purpose has changed
We don’t need to focus on survival anymore
It is now a different era
Your only purpose now must be: ESCAPE
Born in chains, no matter where you are.
A slave, drowning in luxury.
Tied down by the state, family, and one’s own mind.
-Dutti
:/
Awareness.
It makes you realize how much of an actual cunt you are…..
Politics, Opinions, and Art
I like someone.
I like their art.
All the sudden they say something political that I don’t like.
And I end up not liking them anymore.
WEIRD.
This means other people must feel the same way.
I cant get past this point for some reason.
You know why people love Messi and Adam Sandler so much?
Its because no one knows there political opinions.
If Adam Sandler was a huge MAGA, or Biden, fanatic he’d lose hundreds of thousand of fans immediately.
People would now judge his art based on his political view.
If you want to be a political spokes person, opinions is what gathers your fans.
If you’re an artist, its what repels them.
Question?
What do you want to be?
Artist or Political spokesperson?
I’ve always wanted to help. Motivate. Inspire. Create art.
I want people to prepare against corruption.
And somehow I ended up in politics.
People end up not liking me before they even hear me sing or motivate…
BAD!!!
*re-calibrating*
Fuck politics.
“The lamp of the body is the eye. If therefore your eye is good, your whole body will be full of light.” — Matthew 6:22 (NKJV)
I keep falling for the same trap.
I always focus on darkness, evil and corruption.
It doesn’t help, or change anything.
I must focus on light, hope, and beauty.
This will then shower over the rest of humanity.
I don’t want to become bitter because im only focusing on the bad of the world.
People know the world is dirty.
We must motivate to aim up.
I must.
That’s my purpose.
Be loving
Be of value
Be kind
Be understanding
Uplift the fallen
Even if you’re fallen yourself
❤
-Dutti
Today sucks
6 years
no results
no money
no status
no girls
no reward
sucks
its tough
getting rich isn’t about effort
its about persistence
not quitting
you only lose when you quit
even if I wanted to quit, I cant
no plan b
thats the only way it can work
if you have a plan b, you will quit
*cough cough*
I mean adjust
all eggs in one basket
all in
highest risk
highest reward
today sucks
tomorrow might suck
but the future. . .
will be bright
-Dutti
The Anti Christ. Part 2
For humans to keep working, at maximum output, for minimum reward, you must always tell them there is an enemy lurking.
Back in the day it was our neighboring tribe.
Once our neighboring tribes became our allies, we needed a new enemy.
The tribes far away! (You can probably name a few)
Once we finally defeated them or turned them into allies, we ran out of enemies…
What now?
We need an enemy to keep people going. We can’t live in a place where peace exists.
War=Profit
Now. . .
Imagine an enemy.
That was invisible.
Undefeatable.
It’s everywhere and nowhere all at once.
You can’t hear it, or even feel it.
But it’s there, and it’s always lurking.
It’s more dangerous than nuclear warfare.
Could you imagine an enemy like that?
It has a name.
It’s called: GLOBAL WARMING
Is this enemy real?.
Maybe.
Can you prove it?
Some scientists can’t even prove it.
Let’s say it’s real.
THE EARTH IS DYING, WE MUST SAVE IT AND WE ARE THE PROBLEM.
Listen.
Does your neighbour care about you?
Your bus driver?
The family that sat four rows behind you in the theatre?
Some peoples families and friends don’t even care about them.
What you must know is, most people don’t give a single F about you.
No one wants to save you. In contrast they actually want you to disappear.
Global warming right?
Too many people. Too much pollution. Too much agriculture and animals being murdered. Not enough housing. Destruction of nature due to capitalism.
So to save humanity, we must actually reduce humanity AND reduce their consumption and living standards.
Also, who wants to put children into a world that DYING!
The enemy is you.
You’re funding your own demise.
The perfect enemy.
The Anti Christ. Here to save you!
Endless printing of money.
Endless output with limited reward, because resources are scarce.
Your own self sabotage to save the whole.
You can’t prove it, I can’t prove it.
The elites manage it, regulate and over-see it.
*cough cough*
I meant the specialists.
Now the question is
Do the specialists care about YOU
or do they care about,
MONEY, POWER, and RESOURCES
-Dutti
Who is the Anti Christ
A person, or system, that acts virtuous, or holy, like Christ, but actually leads us straight to Hell.
We always think our doom will be an atomic bomb. The planet heating up. Warfare or a meteor.
These big concepts, that seem extremely dangerous and deadly. Almost as if Satan we’re to deliver them personally.
The anti Christ, acts Christ like. Meaning he acts like a savior. He wants the best for society. He cares. He wants to save us all, but in the end it’s only chaos, demise and pain.
Who’s is the modern Anti-Christ?
The Anti christ can be many things at once I think, but let’s start with.
Who in our life, do you know, that only wants the best for you. They wanna save you. They wanna make you healthy. They care about the environment. Humanity. The gays. The children. The elders. The jobs. The animals. The planet.
They seem to care about everything, and everyone, and they wanna save it all.
To be honest, they sound quite amazing.
Now the question is, to achieve all these things, there must be some sort of, I don’t know, let’s call it, regulations. Laws. Rules. Enforced-recommendations. Mandatory requirements. Standards of procedure. Some must do’s!
Which, of course, is necessary, and mainly accepted, because we need to save HUMANITY!
And if we don’t accept, that would mean, we want the world to DIE!
Oh no, we don’t want that, so we must willingly regulate.
Ok, fine.
Now, who’s regulating, and who’s getting regulated.
I’m not regulating, neither are you. So I’m guessing it’s the people that care so much about us.
Are these people average citizens like me and you. Working for each dollar they earn? Or do these people have a chauffeur?
Anyway, LETS REGULATE!
Car industry. Regulate.
Farmers. Regulate.
Ai. Regulate.
The builders, the companies, the industry.
REGULATE IT ALL
Now that the product is handled with more care, the price must of course go up.
Now the question is . . .
Is your wage going up too?
Why is inflation going up?
Who’s printing all this money?
Where is this money going? I’m not getting it? Are you? Who’s getting it?
Is it going to the environmental groups? Which then enforce even more regulations.
Is it to fund war? Which results in environmental damage, debt, and death.
Which then the people have to repair, repay, and heal from.
Who’s benefiting?
Doesn’t seem to be humanity nor the environment.
One Anti- Christ is regulation.
Regulation to save your life.
Sounds very Christ like.
The perfect Anti-Christ.
-Dutti
Data collection ethical?
People worry about their data being collected and used for government “benefit”.
Citizens pay billions of tax dollars to the government and the government does as it pleases. It funds war, covers its own corruption, or it just funnels money straight into its own pocket.
The government now wants to take everyone’s data and people start losing their minds.
Which is confusing. How is this any different than mandatory military service? How is this different than 50% taxation. How is this different than them tracking you with a credit score or social security number.
Life is a game, and you are just someone else’s pawn.
Look at the royal family, they won their land by use of the sword, hundreds of years ago, and they still rule over you. Imagine what would happen if we grabbed a sword today . . .
Your ancestors also had a sword, and what did they get in return?
Nothing.
You own nothing, not even the land your house stands on is yours.
What makes you think your data is yours?
You’re a peasant.
Doesn’t matter, the issue isn’t data, or tax dollars, or even war.
The issue is as long as humans exist, the hierarchy of power and influence will exist. And if you’re at the bottom, your future will always depend on the ones above you.
As long as you’re a slave to the system, any system, you will be a victim of that given system.
Some years might be beautiful, others might be very dark.
It’s a game of chance.
If you can’t separate yourself from the masses or create more value than a pawn, then you’ll end up just like all the other pawns.
Data won’t change much to be honest. The pawn will continue to go to work. Pay tax. Moan when gas is up a couple cents, and justify his broken dreams as being realistic.
The bank tracks your money, your doctor knows your weaknesses, your gps tracks your every move, your phone tracks your attention, and the TSA pats you down like the little dog you are.
Will your life really be any different than it already is?
What now?
You have three options.
Get money, attain fame, or be so valuable that no one can replace you.
Those are literally your only 3 options.
Unless you move to Siberia and live in a hut.
Don’t know what to do next?
Check the website Observe. Love. Create.
Let it guide you
It’s free and always will be.
Good luck.
-Dutti
Corruption is inevitable. How to prepare.
It seems to me, as of now, that everything a human touches, or creates, will eventually go corrupt.
Corruption is part of mankind. It is the devil our ancestors warned us about.
Now, year after year, generation after generation. Humans want to solve this issue, with better systems, ideologies, rules and beliefs.
What we continue to see, is that people continue to suffer. Through war, exploitation, lies, deceit and manipulation.
Satan.
Now the question that persists is:
Is there a perfect way to stop this?
And the answer is no.
Listen, I’m not a pessimist. The whole reason of this blog is to find the best way to live.
The fact is, people will continue to suffer until the sun burns out.
So what now?
There is this amazing passage in the Bible that seems to point us in the right direction.
Proverbs 22:3: “A prudent man foresees evil and hides himself (or takes precautions)”
It’s inevitable.
Suffering is coming, and it will be delivered to you by the hands of the people who wield more power than you.
We will never completely defeat evil. It is the journey of life. It is the dance between good and evil. Day and night. Light and darkness.
What we try to do is, we try to destroy the darkness. Which is ridiculous.
God says:
Ephesians 5:11: “Take no part in the worthless deeds of evil and darkness; instead, expose them.”
He says, expose them, not destroy them.
Wouldn’t it be way easier to expect darkness and prepare for its arrival.
To build shelter, collect firewood, and have a weapon ready for the critters.
What Indian philosophy teaches us, is that to save the world we must educate the youth.
We must tell the kids!
Imagine, if we spent our efforts on educating the youth on evil and corruption. Telling them that it’s unavoidable and that we must prepare ourselves with, independence, self sufficiency, and self education. With physical and mental strength, with awareness, and with a hunger to provide value, which then rewards them with money.
This money can then give them the possibility to Build an Ark!
BUILD YOUR ARK, the flood is coming.
The sooner you start, the bigger you can build it. The more loved ones you can fit on it. Life might seem ok now, but remember, Noah started building the Ark before he even saw the flood coming.
We must also focus on unity amongst our neighbors, to build a tribe of brothers. So that when sh*t hits the fan, we have a community to link arms with.
In other words, Human Relations.
This community can be online, close by, or far away. It used to be the church, but the church is also laced with corruption. You can find Brethren’s there but don’t think that this is the only way.
What you seek is people who are optimists, honest, loyal, and kind. It doesn’t matter if they cuss, have tattoos, piercings, listen to heavy metal, or, are gay. The criteria for a good community must be, ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL!
I want to emphasize money one more time before I go.
Money carries a lot of stigma. It’s almost forbidden to talk about it, even though everyone wants to talk about it.
Money is freedom. Money is time. Money is resources. Money is knowledge.
Power. Influence. Food. Shelter. Health. Opportunity. Advantages. Possibility. Safety!
All can be acquired with money.
Money is hated by the people who don’t have it and loved by the ones who posses it.
Money makes the world go ’round. So if you truly want to change the world. Get money.
The elites, that we all hate so much, work from the shadows, with money!
If you want to be a counter force or at least be prepared against there attacks. GET MONEY!
Easier said than done… I know. But if you have no aim in life, purpose or meaning. Use this as motivation. Or else, you will eventually suffer all the consequences, and if not you, your children will.
Get rich, or die trying.
Look at your ancestors. They lost everything, their land, their homes, their dignity. Mine even lost their sanity and lives, fighting on the eastern front, shooting other men.
All living the exact same fate. All dying at the hands of corruption.
Now… you have two options.
Option 1: Carry on doing what you’re doing, but don’t expect the world to change or have mercy on you.
Option 2:
GET MONEY.
BUILD AN ARK !!!
EDUCATE THE YOUTH.
-Dutti
-OLC
Is he a swine?
If someone does something against your movement, but they are doing it for the interest of another movement, that makes them honorable in a sense. They are fighting for a bigger cause. Only difference is their mind is calibrated towards a different goal.
Where in comparison, a coward will comprise your movement for his own personal benefit. He wants to satisfy his own ego.
One is selfless, one is selfish.
This might be a good way to know if someone is truly a swine, or just on a different mission.
Because a swine is a swine, but a man on a mission is a man with goals, aspirations, courage, and a vision. (Even if they are different from yours at the time being)
Listen carefully.
Sometimes the answer isn’t in what’s being said, but how it’s being said.
…or, why is it being said in the first place.?
Give back (With a surprise)
Throw celebrations? Yes!
New client. Christmas. Big sale. Merger.
BUT
Nothing beats a surprise party. Give back to your employees. Surprise them once or twice a year with a special random party/celebration.
They’ll love you. They’ll love their job.
It’ll make them happy and enjoy their job even more.
WHO DOESNT LIKE SURPRISES
Feedback or Advice
Don’t ask people for feedback.
It only makes them judge you or cheer you on.
“Whats your feedback?”
“Oh, it’s fire duuuude!”
Ask them for advice. Such as one thing you could change or improve upon if they had the chance.
“What’s one thing I could improve on?”
“Well, dude I think you need to upgrade your mic a little. It’s sounds ok, but the audio quality is lacking a little”
“You need to condense it a bit more bro, I lost interest half way through”
“Maybe change the angle, it makes you look fatter than you actually are”
Seeeeee way better feedback, instead of some cheap compliment.
Don’t believe everything you think.
Our brain is an uncontrolled thinking machine.
Al day long — Think. Think. Think.
Dream. Dream. Dream.
We are influenced on the daily, by the external and even our own emotions and moods.
We were brainwashed. Some were programmed to believe they are the greatest. While others were told they will never amount to anything.
Our mind makes a beautiful slave if we wield the power to control it properly.
If we don’t…. it’ll use, abuse and control us.
DON’T LISTEN TO YOUR BRAIN!
Use your brain as a tool.
Be behind your brain.
You are not the observer!
YOU ARE OBSERVING THE OBSERVER.
Observe the thoughts. Observe yourself observing. Observe yourself thinking. Observe the thoughts coming and leaving. Observe your mind while its stimulated and while it’s not. Observe your mind when its happy and when its sad.
How to encourage and promote new ideas
If you run a team, group, organization or company.
Instead of people always having to come to the boss with new ideas, let them have different people they can reach out to.
Don’t let them live in fear of having talk to the boss; who then shuts down the idea anyway cause he had a bad day, mood or feeling.
Give other people in your team the power to take new ideas and get them rolling on their own.
Other people might see opportunities that you are blind to. Other people in your team might also not be as intimidating as speaking to the boss directly.
Encourage trial and error.
Give them an extra break or time during the day to dabble and experiment with new ideas. (If they choose to)
Don’t let it be a hierarchy of ideas.
A 21 year old newbie can have a better idea than a 45 year old veteran who’s worked for you for many years.
Fuck Brainstorm meetings
They don’t work. Apparently.
People are shy. People are nervous, introverted or have low self esteem.
Which leads to few ideas or bandwagoning the first one.
Let people come up with ideas on their own (in private). Then the leader shares them anonymously to the group.
Then the group builds on the ideas or moves them to the side.
Listen!
The best leaders LISTEN!
Shut up!
Nelson Mandela let everyone at the table speak before he spoke himself. Gathering knowledge equally from all members present.
Leaders intimidate their followers if they come into the hearing guns blazing.
Followers are scared, nervous, afraid of judgment, anxious of bad feedback.
Let them be heard. Let them open up
That’s how you truly discover all the gold nuggets in your group.
Group Teaching // Listening
The more reserved a leader is, and receptive to input from his team. The more great ideas and motivation he received.
Listen! Let the team contribute.
It’s not the team with the best thinkers that wins. It’s the team that uses all its thinkers the best that wins.
Team Teaching
Teams that focus on results instead of relationships tend to receive bigger gains… BUT ONLY, if they have a leader who puts people first. Someone who cares about the individuals on the team.
A glue of sorts.
Teaching / Reading
We must motivate the desire to read, not the desire to study or learn.
Reading is the gateway drug.
Teaching
Short activity breaks in between lessons or sessions increases focus and refreshes the mind.
Take a 15.
Fantasy of pleasure island
We live on this island. Pleasure island let’s say. Pleasure is everywhere, it’s in abundance, all types and all flavours. It’s beautiful! The thing is though…if you over indulge you die, painfully and unaware. Ouch.
But we continue to eat the fruit.
Never satisfied.
To the point that we start fantasizing about even more pleasure.
Fatter. Bigger. Blonder. Shorter. Slimmer. Smaller. Softer!
More flavours! More flavour!
All day. Everyday. Everywhere. At all times we are being teased, seduced, drawn in or tempted.
We must make a logical decision and stick to it.
Small sin leads to death. A pleasure driven life leads to misery. Fact. We know this…
So next time we see that hot chick…let her pass by with no other intentions. You know who you are and what you want.
If you want her then go and get her. Be her king, until you die together hand in hand on a hilltop.
If you don’t want her then keep walking, head up, and focus on your next set!
You want to be a man of principle and strength and honour. You want to be driven by logic and not pleasure.
You know that these temptations exist.
You are now aware.
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We must chose a mate based on compatibility, not on measured beauty
Damn…
„A man who lives fully is prepared to die at anytime“ -Mark Twain
The fear of death, or confrontation, judgment, hate or adversity, are all things that keep us away from fully living our life. We hide, make ourselves small and try to move through life untouched. Unscathed. Hoping will make it to the end…what end though? The end of old age?
If we would just be courageous enough to let go, it would change us forever.
That’s why I believe every man must learn how to fight. Learn to defend himself. Become strong! So when fear comes knocking we are ready.
As long as we fear others, fear ourselves or fear life, will never witness our true potential.
Scared like a little rat we hide.
Start with the end in mind
“If you want to change the future, start living as if you’re already there.” -Lynn Conway
This also goes for how and who you want to be. Don’t always think you need some time, or money, or change in life experience. If you imagine yourself doing or being something then start today.
Post that video. Paint that painting. Have that opinion. Wear that outfit. Move to that place. Build that shed. Speak the truth.
Do it now!!!!!!!
Time won’t change shit
September 3rd, 2024
What’s my personal purpose?
I thought it was to “sing for these kids who don’t have a thing except for a dream and a fucking rap magazine”
Then I thought it was to inspire the next generation to pursue self-improvement and reach for higher goals and values
Then I thought it was to lead people to Christ.
And now, I think, it might be to show the world how corrupt its leaders and governments are
In end it might all come together as one
Free speech? Does it exist?
Try it out.
Say your truth.
What is truth?
Have you touched fire? Is it hot?
That’s truth.
How do I know my truth is making the world better?
Well, does it help anyone?
Who is truly benefitting from it? You or the people?
How do I know I’m not getting lost in a false ideology and I’m accidentally spreading evil?
Well, is it gods word? Or satans?
Sin or Virtue?
Greed or genuine contribution?
Now back to the beginning.
Have you touched the fire? Or have you just read about it?
Is your hand burnt?
SHOW THE WORLD!
Don’t be a Parrot
Purpose in Life.
Find something meaningful to you.
Find out what’s wrong with it.
Fight for it!
What’s bugs you, is your purpose.
Have a voice. Say something! Change the game, the industry, the business, the world.
Empathy
I think, maybe, through, empathy you find a sort of peace when people attempt to hurt you.
“Father forgive them for they know not what they do”
Can you truly blame idiots?
Always blame the parents, they’re the ones who failed to raise a good child.
The problem is… Everyone has parents, so no one can be blamed.
All you can give is empathy and understanding.
In other words, LOVE.
It gets to the point where you perceive everyone as if they were a wounded animal.
“A dog in pain will even bite its owner”
Can you blame the dog? or person?
They can’t do anything but hurt you, because they’ve only experienced hurt themself.
“Hurt people hurt people
I am sorry for your misery. I understand.
The shitty thing is, you can’t save them.
“You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink.
They must want to be saved themselves. They must seek.
All you can do is promote the action of seeking liberation. Change. Truth.
No one wants to be hated, but most hate…
What a twisted reality. Sad, but the truth.
This is why Jesus (the all-loving and merciful) might be the only answer.
Be Loving!
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Emotions are energy in motion
Don’t let the energy overtake you. Feel it! Absorb it! Manage it! Use it!
Step 3: Admitting your faults
I judge people because I constantly judge myself. If I’m hard on myself, I’m hard on others.
All I am is insecure. I break down other people to make myself feel holy, or greater, or superior.
I am a worm criticizing a lion for being hairy.
-Breaking the habit of being yourself :Joe Dispenza
Focus is key
“Focus is how you knit the hours of the day together. With focus, the day becomes a beautiful tapestry. Without focus, you end up holding a bundle of loose string”
-James Clear
Do your beliefs mean anything?
I believe the earth is round.
I believe he was innocent.
I believe the stars align every February.
How are your beliefs affecting your life?
If a belief does not affect your life, then it holds zero value and no importance.
A belief should move you, uplift you, transform you.
Beliefs entrap you.
I believe rich people are evil. Means you’ll always be poor
I believe good people always get it bad. Means you’ll always have it bad.
What else do you believe that’s holding you back?
I believe that if I eat healthy, and stay consistent, I will get into better shape.
I believe that if I work hard and show up I will receive what I deserve.
I believe in christ and through christ I become strong. Through christ I move away from sin towards heaven. Through christ I become good. Through christ I love.
Those are beliefs, not traps or opinions.
What do you believe!? Does it improve your, or anyone else’s life in any way?
How to solve an argument
Blame yourself always.
–My Procedure–
The argument has started and I am losing.
I get defensive.
I get hostile.
I withdraw and retreat with negative and resentful emotions.
I say to myself, they are wrong, I’m the best and they suck.
Then I hypothetically say to myself, WHAT IF I was wrong? WHAT IF I’m the problem? WHAT IF I’m the dumb one?
The solution to the argument usually reveals itself at this point.
BLAME YOURSELF. Reflect. Be loving.
Lost motivation for the gym?
You know what sucks?
Work.
I don’t like it personally. I feel like a slave. I feel forced and under pressure. I feel as if I HAVE to be there.
Work sucks am I right?
We work all day and then we have to go WORK-out even more?
Screw that! Im not going.
Listen, the gym shouldn’t be work. It should be play and fun and full of training and trying and learning.
It shouldn’t be routines and structures or forced labor.
It should be a place to get better. To practice. To improve.
Throw a ball in the air, hang on a bar, try that weird machine in the corner, set a personal record for that strange exercise you saw online.
It shouldn’t be work. It should be an active activity that you enjoy.
No time limit. No routine. No preset standards.
Be a child, go play.
Grow a forest, not a tree.
I tend to focus all my attention on one tree.
I want to grow one perfect tree.
Then I evaluate it, judge it, hate it and eventually cut it down. Leaving me with nothing.
When you see a forest you’re overwhelmed with beauty, and power, and awe, but the forest only consists of singular trees. All which are imperfect.
Crooked, old, broken, rotten, dead, and burnt, but that’s not what you see. You see the bigger picture.
Stop focusing on one tree and start planting a whole forest
It won’t be perfect, finish it and move on to the next. It’ll all come together in the end
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The way you see yourself is the way you see others.
Judge thyself and thy will judge others.
I sin, feel shame, and walk through life seeing the sin in others.
Be loving to yourself
Be kind
The best way to predict the future is to invent it
Observe your surroundings. Grow a deep relationship with the things around you. Dive into your interests. The creation is simple, it’s the consistency that’s difficult.
But, if you become aware of what is truly important to you, and WHY, then the difficulty fades.
A big enough “why” can defeat any “how” -Friedrich Nietzsche
Fuck perfectionism…
Rather do something imperfectly than do nothing flawlessly !
Quote
The Buddha went on his way, modestly and deep in his thoughts, his calm face was neither happy nor sad, it seemed to smile quietly and inwardly.
-Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse
Ask yourself
Am I proud of what I did today?
What did I accomplish?
Have an opinion!
WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY?
SAY IT!
Have an opinion. That’s how you grow and learn. Plus it’s instant content.
Content ideas
Your mess, is your message.
Truth or Winning?
“The truth cannot be found, so why search for it? Our goal should be to win, not to be right”
Interesting quote.
Don’t you have to be right to win? Wouldn’t anything else be a manipulation or cheating?
Well sometimes we hurt ourselves just by trying to prove everyone we’re right….this could be ego. Are we right? Who says we’re right? Have we proved it? If so, then I guess you’re winning. If not, then maybe we need to focus on trying to win (improve, change, see results).
You can win with evil acts. Is that right?
I disagree. Truth is better than winning. You might lie and win a friendship — is that worth it? You might lie and pass a test — is that worth it? You might lie and win an argument with your spouse — is that worth it? Everything that derives from truth is a win. It’s the straightest path forward that aligns with your inner compass.
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“Do not attribute to malice what you can attribute to incompetence”
People aren’t generally evil or out to get you, they’re just asleep, blind, ignorant, or not aware. They mean no harm, they just seem to live with no inner reflection. They might not of been blessed with a guiding mentor to teach them otherwise. So how else should they know any different.
Father forgive them for they know not what they do -Jesus
This brings a certain level of peace and understanding.
Solution: always, no matter what, act through love. This will lead to the best outcome. And if someone’s intentions do seem to be of malice, then respond accordingly.
Careful
Do not judge them by their intentions, but by the effects of their actions.
A sort of manipulation. They say one thing and do another. Don’t be fooled, or even worse, don’t excuse your bad actions as good intentions.
On writing.
Three hours of continuous writing a day will suffice, and be most efficient. More can result in low quality content or wasted time nibbling the pen.
Imagination to reality
You must imagine yourself being exactly where you want to be.
Envision yourself doing the task, being at the event, feeling the aura.
See yourself fulfilling your dream
Feel it. Believe it. Repeat it.
How to create art.
Have a f***** opinion -Feck Perfuction
Be that weird younger self that you used to be.
Play.
Share it with the world. Don‘t let fear stop you
Want to become healthy?
Be ready to give up the thing that made you sick in the first place. That’s the only way.
First step would be to figure out what made you sick. If it isn’t obvious, start at square one.
Self Reflection + Sacrifice = Health
Review. Review. Review.
If you don’t review your day, how will you know what went right or wrong?
If you don’t review your what you’ve read, watched or experienced, how will you know what you’ve learned?
Meditate on it. Journal about it. Discuss it verbally.
You must review your life. Constantly.
What is really true?
If you want to discover true knowledge, your first step must be to question absolutely everything that you have ever believed. -Descartes
Doubt is origin of wisdom.
Don’t’ lie
If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything -Mark Twain
Keep your mental space open for more important tasks
choose a belief that improves your life
Suppose you claim you believe in God. Does it make a difference to your behaviour? If not, it’s an empty claim.
If you don’t believe in god, what do you believe in? Because something is influencing your behaviour, so make sure you know what it is.
What’s is Art
art originates with the need to communicate our deepest thoughts and feelings, many of which are subconscious
A reflection of “i”
Be friends
Don’t be your biggest critic, be your own motivational friend
The love of fate
Greet your fate with open hands. It was chosen for you, now do the best you can with it
Presence
Do not seek to have events happen as you want them to, but instead want them to happen as they do happen, and your life will go well.
Observe,
yourself. your feelings. your emotions. your values. your dreams. your likes. your dislikes. your wants. your needs. your goals. your dreams. your sensations. your worries. your anxieties. your fears. your sadness. your happiness. your loneliness. your pain. your sorrow. your breath. your heart rate. your actions. your words. your beliefs. your reasoning. your decisions. your desires. your vices. your accomplishments. your improvements. your opinions. your views. your character. your personality. your demeanor. your day-to-day.
Observe the World. your interactions, your friends. your family. your neighbor. your loved ones. your surroundings. nature. the trees. the animals. the people. the wind. the clouds. the forces. the temperature. the good and the bad. greed. war and peace. envy. pride. gluttony. truth. love. betrayal. order. chaos. money. beauty. art. creation. human beings. Purpose. Hell and Heaven. God. Science. Religion. Life.
Life is a mystery. Instead of trying to solve it, just observe it. Keep your eyes and mind open, moment to moment, be aware, be present, and find the truth.
Love,
yourself. be caring, be generous. be understanding. be patient. be attentive. be giving. be humble. be of need. be kind. be friendly. be empathetic. be optimistic. be grateful. be accepting. be open. be playful. be learning. be respectful. be loyal. be truthful. be trustworthy. be genuine. be honest. be sacrificial. be smiling. be laughing. be calm. be loving of all. your brothers. your sisters. your neighbors. your community. your family. your friends. your life.
If you don’t act through love, how are you acting?
Isn’t everything better with love?
Be loving, what else are you gonna do.
Create,
yourself. the world. art. beauty. a garden. a painting. a poem. a song. a dance. an inspiration. a brand. a belief. a diet. a routine. a product. a tool. a table. a book. a community. a group. an award. a relationship. a family. a child. a situation. an opportunity. a loving energy. an enjoyable time. a memory. a vibe. a story. a question. a solution. an answer.
Create like the creator created you.
Key to life
The more you listen to your word, the stronger you get
Choose your words carefully
You become what you say
Insecurity.
The more worth I give, the more worth I feel.
Be of worth to become worthy.
What do you have?
You can only give what you have. Have anger, you give anger. Have negativity, you give negativity. Have joy, you give joy.
Hurt people hurt people.
Stay on guard
Believe nothing you hear, and only half of that you see. -Edgar Allan Poe
Our perception fails us, so does our memory. We tend to never see the whole picture. The world is too complex, our mind breaks it down into smaller, understandable, information. At the cost of leaving out too many details.
Now, if you can’t trust your own perception and memory, how can you trust anyone else’s. Plus, remember, people lie, deceive, manipulate and share the false as it if we’re truth.
Stay Focused.
Heaven and Hell. Up and Down.
You can climb to heaven, or be dragged down to hell. God only provides a ladder, you have to do the rest. Satan is generous and helps you into hell.
Before each decision, each sin, each action; think — do I want to climb up now, or be dragged down?
Each decision you make WILL have consequences. All of them!
Sin is pure ecstasy in the moment, and endless suffering in the long term. Whereas the heavenly path is hard work, but reduced suffering in the long term.
Choose wisely, or be ready to pay the price.
Set goals. Set them high! Higher than you could ever reach, and walk towards them
You’re joyous when you move towards your goal. What’s your goal? Let’s say the ideal self of beauty. The ideal becomes the judge. You move closer towards it, you’re joyous. You move away from it, you’re depressed.
What we do nowadays is destroy ideals. Because they judge us. We can’t compare to the ideal, so let’s destroy it. Ideal of men, women, beauty, love, art.
What happens then. No ideal. No goal. No progress. No joy. We all live bland and depressing lives just so we don’t feel inferior to the ideal.
Keep moving
Everything becomes more and more clear the more you move towards it.
Dating tip
Instead of thinking, “I hope they don’t reject me,” think, “I hope I’ll find out if they’re right for me.”
Be truly interested
Instead of thinking, “I wonder if they’ll like me,” think, “I wonder what they’re like?”
What are you giving?
You can only give something if you have it. You can only hate if you’re full of hate
Do it
Listen to your inner self. The more you do, the stronger it gets
Opinions
If you carry the opinions of others. You will always need the support of others
Later Never Comes
What you are now is what you’ll be in a couple of days
Art
Art is putting everything in its right place, not in your craft, but in your everyday life.
The way you wash dishes, cut a carrot, fold the laundry, make your bed, help your father.
Attention vs Concentration
Concentration is forced.
Attention is the state of a mind that is learning. A mind that is truly interested.
Always be learning from your environment, situation, and current experience. Learn from moment to moment. Always anew. Never with judgement, criticism or prejudice.
A Seinsei’s duty
A teachers job is not to give information, it’s to help motivate the student to discover truth for themselves.
To remind them of all the power that already lie’s within them
How do I grow?
Walk into the unknown, into danger
But be fully aware. It wants to hurt you, cut you. You need to give it your full attention
This is how you grow.
Play
Always be playing.
Like a child.
Enjoy life, play, have fun, learn.
Never satisfied
Be discontent from moment to moment.
Not in attainment, status, fame, or wealth, but in beliefs, ideas, relationships, and experiences.
Unknown > Known
Always choose the unknown over the known. That’s how you’ll grow
Choose; risk and danger and insecurity
The known will make you weak and content and bland
Play
The goal of life is to play
To do something for its own sake
Opinions
If you carry the opinions of others, you will always need the support of others
Are you a parrot? Repeating the words of others. Or are you speaking the truth of your experience? Your blood, your tears, your bones.
Mistakes = Growth
Makes as many mistakes as possible, but never repeat the same one twice. That’s growth
Studio on the go
Current studio for the last 6 months. Grandpaps crib
Cato
Only speak when you’re certain what you’ll say isn’t better left unsaid
Patriotism
In times of peace, we are annoyed by our people.
In times of war, we die for our people.
Patriotism is just gratefulness for one’s tribe. If you had no tribe, it just be love for thy mother.
Schopenhauer said, pride in one’s nation is a weak man’s trait. I agreed at first, but now I see it as appreciation for the people that protect, serve, and care for you. We’ve just evolved into mega cities, where no one knows anyone, and all are strangers.
Daily ?
What did I learn today?
What did I give today?
The master insists
Never Insist in certainty
Life is a jigsaw
Life is a jigsaw of a million pieces. We finally put five pieces together, make a conclusion, and believe we have figured out life.
Today I put two pieces together, made a conclusion and let it rule my emotions and actions. Once I got the third piece, I realized, I was a fool…
Be careful!
Don’t agree too quickly, especially with a man who has a lot to say about something
Empathy
Don’t give advice. Don’t soften the blow. Don’t share a personal story. Don’t say it’s ok.
Listen to them and be present!
Conversational tip
When people attack or insult you, it just means some of their needs aren’t being met.
Figure out what the person is needing, they might not even know it themselves.
Paraphrase back to them, see if they feel understood, what are they needing, why are they hurt?
Questions for yourself
What’s your highest aim?
Who could be your greatest self?
What’s your dream day?
What do you need to do?
Focus on the good
Don’t focus on the things your idols do wrong or do differently than you. Focus on the traits that made you follow them in the first place
Clarify your path
If your path isn’t clear, you will rely on the most uncertain guide — the common opinion
-Socrates
Seneca
Greatness of soul will be lost, which can’t stand out unless it disdains as petty what the mob regards as most desirable
Know the difference
What’s external and what’s internal?
You can’t change the external, so don’t let it bother or consume you. Accept it and let wisdom help you change what you can.
The tree has fallen, but what now?
Socrates
Do not deem yourself happy until you can live your life in front of the eyes of others.
Let walls protect you, not hide you away to sin more secretly.
A good conscience welcomes the crowd, a bad seeks solitude.
If you’re honorable let people see. How wretched are you if you despise a witness?
A caged bird
If you control, discipline or repress yourself, you will become cold, like stone. You will not flow freely, you will act uncaringly, unloving and violently.
The monk dreams of girls, the nun of men. They become rigid, and automated, lifeless. Satan must be tempting us, we must be strong! No, a bird wants to fly just as much as a man wants to love.
You love food, too much, then the next week you love fasting. You love to smoke, all the sudden you go cold turkey? You are suffering. You will become angry and relapse.
Don’t suppress, let be. Know thyself. Find the root of your desire. See what truly is, accept it and live with it. Not against it, or consumed by it
Be aware
Beautiful Quote
Sow a thought, reap an act
Sow an act, reap a habit
Sow a habit, reap a character
Sow a character, reap a destiny.
It starts in the mind, becomes an action and turns to habit through consistency. Your habits form your character which then shapes your future.
Life.
Life’s a mystery, but we turn it into a problem. You cannot solve a mystery. You will always fall short and be in difficulty
Do not become part of this world, just observe it.
Walk with it, but do not become attached to it
In all of us
Gods temple is your consciousness. It’s part of god. It is god. But you must go alone, only then can you truly find him.
THE ONLY SIN
Forgetfulness of thyself.
To remember who you truly are is the only virtue.
This is the teaching of the Buddha. To not forget who you are. To remember you are divine.
Are they interested?
If they look once, let them be.
If they look twice, talk to them, make them feel appreciated.
God vs. Satan
If god is all powerful why does he not stop Satan from tempting us to pleasures and vices?
If he’s not all powerful to stop Satan, how could we ever as ordinary people?
Satan isn’t tempting you. You’re just searching for something to blame
Always take the blame.
Love.
Love is the exploration of consciousness, in others or yourself
You will never truly know your partner, you don’t even know yourself. That’s why your love can never run out.
Love is giving with no intention of ever taking
You can always give more.
Osho
If you are happy, you want others to be happy. If we were raised to selfishly be happy, the whole world would be happy.
Sensei
The masters function is to help you remember who you are
Oct25/2021
Two days before my flight to Germany.
Yesterday was my last day at work.
Our home is empty.
Goodbyes have been said.
I’m excited.
Why do you do it?
The deepest urge we have is the urge to be important. -John Dewey
People want to feel appreciated
Freud says our motives come from sex or our desire to be great
If you want to motivate someone make them feel appreciated!
Nietzsche
If you cannot obey yourself you will be commanded
Be present
The present impregnates the past with the future
New chapter
Tomorrow we move into our new home. Finally out of the hotel after ten weeks. I finished two songs in the last day, one being mastered as we speak. I might finish another one tonight, it’s all done it just needs to be re-recorded. We are broke, really broke but everything seems to work out. Triton has been an angel, supporting, helping and being there for us. This was a big chapter in my life, I learned lots. This next home will be my last one before my music blows up. I’m getting better and better, it’s just a matter of time now. I’m getting stronger, I’m feeling myself more and more.
Conflict to change
Truth liberates, not effort. -Krishnamurti
Effort and discipline won’t change anything, it’s torture in a way. See yourself. All these rules and disciplines you must follow and at the end of a bad day you just say fuck em!
So what to do, what is truth? Watch the desire, inquire about the urge, don’t condemn or judge it, just observe it. Just watch your brain, understand it’s hold on you. Watch the mind, you’re bigger than it, don’t fight it.
What are you? Man or Boy?
Character is sticking to your truth -Krishnamurti
Stand for something, die for it -Nipsey Hustle
How is it possible to have the answer and still not stick to it? We know what to do and we still sin. The mind always wins, always convinces, always influences, always in charge of itself. What makes the man take the right decision and not the boy?
I guess that’s what separates man from boy
Be careful 💲
If money is everything to you, you’ll end up doing everything for money
Is this life?
Sin, consequence, regret, decision to change, repeat.
Where does the mistake occur?
Watch yourself
The longer you watch other people the longer you’ll ignore yourself. Stop comparing, hating, judging, criticizing or even admiring. We care so much about these other people but neglect ourselves
SHUT UP!!!
You know who your biggest enemy is? Your tongue
Epictetus
Let silence be your general rule, or only say what is necessary and only in few words
Voltaire
“Doctors put drugs of which they know little into bodies of which they know less for diseases of which they know nothing at all.”
Trust your instinct if something isn’t right for you. Find your own truth!
Voltaire
“Think about how difficult it is to change yourself, and you will realize how insignificant your chances are to change others”
Don’t be a dictator. Don’t preach anything. Only lead the way for people who come knocking on your door.
Are you a Parrot
You say a lot of words, but which ones are really yours?
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Prejudice is the real devil of society
Aloneness
Don’t run when you are lonely, listen, observe, embrace it. What is it trying to tell you? Why are you wanting to run, or escape through vices?
A mind that is alone, is a mind that is truly creative
Building Character
To be able to withstand the false and hold onto our truths. -Krishnamurti
Find your own truths. Stick to them. Don’t be influenced by books, media, news or gurus. What is true to you? Find it and die by it
I believe this also leads to happiness and true confidence
Find your own truth
Don’t accept anything, no matter who said it. Let it guide you but don’t let it influence you. You must investigate what is true to you
Awake your intelligence
Observing your stupidity is the awakening of intelligence -Krishnamurti
Fame
We only want to be famous if we are doing something we don’t love. Because if we loved what we did we wouldn’t have the need to be famous. -Krishnamurti
Fame is the last desire the wise man drops. -Schopenhauer
Self-awareness
This is true intelligence. The mind that observes, listens, watches and understands. Not the mind that has the most information
Freedom
The second we try to be something or someone is the second we lose our freedom. We enslave ourselves to some ideal. We copy, we imitate, we pretend. This isn’t freedom
Pride in ones nation…
Schopenhauer says this is the cheapest pride a man can have. The pride in something that depends on millions of other people. The pride in something that has nothing to do with you and was placed on you by chance/fate. You defend their mistakes and celebrate their victories, even though you have nothing to do with them. You try to be the victor over other nations and they try to do the same…for what? Your nation isn’t there for you when you’re alone, it’s not there for you when you are broken, but you are still willing to defend it with your life?
I’m German and you’re Italian. You think you’re better and I think I’m better, but at the end of the day you use our medical equipment and we want to wear your fancy clothes.
Happiness by Aristotle
Be self-sufficient. Independent. Don’t need any one for anything.
Just like my eastern philosophers say: don’t place your happiness in anything external. You cannot control the external, so don’t let it control your happiness
Independence is real confidence
The more a man has in himself, the less he needs from others — or sees in them.
Your biggest enemies
The two main foes of unhappiness are boredom and pain
Pain is pretty self explanatory, but boredom is the real killer. Boredom leads to vices, unnecessary pleasures, mischief and addictions.
This explains why a rich man can be very unhappy while a poor man is filled with joy. The poor man is occupied, he’s struggling yes, but staying away from boredom. Now the rich man has everything taken care of, so boredom lurks just around the corner
Keep busy!
Pay attention!
Pay attention to what you’re doing and what’s happening at all time. Don’t let your mind wander.
July18/2021
We set idols and heroes because we are afraid to be our true self.
We want to imitate and pretend. We think we’re not good enough so we try to be like others
Education
The function of education is to help you discover Life.
Intelligence
First step of intelligence is realizing you’re an idiot
July08/2021
Banks say they care about your finances.
McDonald’s say their Big Mac got bigger.
All buildings look the same.
This is all you see driving along the road
July6th,2021
In this moment, everything is quite. Peaceful. But I’m not sure what will come. We lost our home. We’re living in a hotel. On insurance money. Not sure when we’re able to go back. Money will run out in three-four weeks. Where will we go? The only way out, that I see right now, is to move back into the old apartment. But that’s only if they let us back before our money runs out. All our belongings are stuffed in a storage unit.
Idk. Will see
Zen
Thoughts are a tool, not your master.
My last words
On my way to the surgery, moving along brightly lit hallways, I thought to myself; what if I die tonight, would I be satisfied or proud of my life? I thought deeply as I stared into the vivid LEDs on the ceiling. I concluded that I had no past mistakes or things I regretted, to be honest, I only had family in my mind. I felt the cold, the sterilized air moved along my arms, as I was surrounded by highly trained professionals. I was aware and loving of everyone around me. I put my cards into God’s hands and told him to take care of me. My arm turned numb, my speech disappeared, my vision faded, and all of a sudden I was gone. It felt like a short eternity but I awoke with rapid breaths, a slight pain, and the feeling of the unknown. I realized where I was and I focused my mind on my breath and my room at home, my safe space. Breathe I said, breathe. You are not this vessel, breathe and be calm. I focused on my breathing, I calmed and thanked the doctors with the only words I could find. I settled down in the room I was given and slept like a princess. Now I’m awake, aware, and well. Thank you 🖤
You don’t like reading? HAH, you just haven’t found the right book
Nothing beats a good book.
May25/2021
An ignorant man thinks he’s wise, a wise man knows he’s ignorant.
Stop telling people what to do
Selfish! Stop thinking about you. Stop changing the external to make yourself feel better
I’m giving them advice you reason. When have you ever listened to quick advice?
Listen
Listen to people! Don’t think of what you want to say next. Watch their eyes, their movement, their tone and understand them. This will result in a good conversation
Falling in love?
When has falling ever been something positive?
Falling is down. Love rises above.
People fall, they get attached, dependant, and when the person leaves them, they’re in ruins. Is this what you want?
Grow with your partner. Rise up high,. Don’t be each others anchors.
Define your goal!
When we deeply define our goal we automatically define our failure. You’re afraid of defining failure, because when you fail you know it’s 100% your fault. This is why we’d rather not define our goal and keep living the way we are
Awareness
The fear of death is death. Not living your life is death in itself
Still thinking on this one…
Truth
Too much truth will change the world, but it comes at the cost of your freedom or life.
Be present
The future does not exist and never will. It doesn’t belong to you now nor will it ever. Only the present moment exists.
Let’s say you spend three full days planning out your future, your goals, dreams and aspirations. Would you consider those days productive of your present time? Yes? Would you still consider them productive if you died at the end of the third day? What if you died at the end of the month?
Sufi
You are a saint until you know you are one
Know thyself
An eagle that grows up with chickens is not a chicken.
Tolstoy
Believing in God and living life are the same thing. Because God is Life.
DEEP
Everyone who can read this is a believer. If you weren’t a believer, you wouldn’t be living.
Why do you say that? Because you need to have faith, to have a reason, to continue wanting to live in a world full of suffering
Life is Meaningless?
Rationally, Logically, and Scientifically thinking yes. But we give it meaning through faith, which is irrational. We then tie it to a god, an entity, which then gives us something to believe in and seek meaning from. Through faith you find god and through god you find meaning.
Hypocrite
Remove the beam in your eye before you mention the splinters in others
Keep quite
Don’t tell people your big goals. First of all, people can’t shoot ya down if they don’t know ya flying. Second of all, the second you tell people about your projects it gives your brain a satisfactory feeling, almost like you’ve already completed the task and are now receiving recognition for it. This will result in you quitting. Would you continue to work hard on something that you’ve already been praised for?
My own experience: Teasing songs on Instagram before they were finished. The second I posted them my interest plummeted, some songs I still haven’t finished to this day.
How to deal with constant negative emotion
Set a goal
Have a routine. At least sleep and eat at the same time
Expose yourself to challenges voluntarily
May12/2021
If the path to your goal is cluttered the more negative emotion you will feel towards it. The clearer it becomes the more positive emotions you feel. This will result in a better attitude towards your goal which will motivate you to keep going. Clean the path and map out your route or you’ll quit before you get to the end
Arguements
When someone argues with you don’t see them as your enemy. See them as a friend whom share the same interest as you. Someone who’s just trying to help you. You don’t have to accept his argument but at least don’t become hostile
Can’t fix it? Leave it.
The second you acknowledge something it becomes real and the more time you give it the more powerful it becomes. This goes for problems and/or even your enemies. If you can’t fix it or have it, try to leave it.
Create yourself
See yourself as clay, and as the artist. Shape yourself into the person you want to be. This should be your greatest and most pleasurable life task
May11/2021
Judge people on the effect they have on the world, not on the reasons they have for their problems.
Speak once, listen twice
The more you speak the more common you appear, the less in-control. You also don’t learn anything new.
A man who cannot control his words cannot control himself.
But don’t be too silent, it can make you seem insecure, awkward or can even raise suspicion
Happiness
Happiness is wanting what you already have
How to make friends
Study culture. Through culture you will find friends and through those friends you will become a better person. By culture I mean the history of your family or your country. By culture I mean whatever interests you; Fashion, Music, Art, whatever you’re into. It’ll lead you to people who relate to you. Isn’t that what you want?
-Something I got from Confucius
Have you sinned?
Sinned is an archery term which means you have missed your target, your aim. When you sin it means you have drifted off your moral course. Your aim was not reached. Your value structure was ignored. You won’t always hit your target but at least make your aim the best version of yourself.
Confidence
Confidence comes from self respect. Do the things you tell yourself to do. Once you trust yourself you respect yourself, when you respect yourself others will respect you. If you don’t listen to yourself why should others?
The unknown
The devil we know is better than the devil we don’t know. That’s why we stay even when we know its wrong
Intrests
Follow your interests, they will lead you to your true potential
May05/2021
Be the man you need to be, even when no one is looking
Loyalty
Humans are social creatures, having a strong bond with someone has an immense benefit. Our biggest fear in life is being separated from the tribe, being alone. All I have is my family. That’s why it’s my first Value.
Tip
If you don’t know what to do, figure out what NOT to do.
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Don’t become less fearless, become more courageous. A warrior still fears, he just knows how to control it.
5am Club
A book that changed my life. It was the first book I ever went out to go buy. This book taught me a lot and I would just like to recap here. It’s been two years since I read it but I found some notes on it.
The more time you put into something the more you become able to master it. We put time into distractions. We are masters of distraction. Don’t waste your time.
Small daily improvements, when done consistently, lead to stunning results.
All change is hard at first, messy in the middle and gorgeous at the end. Everything you now find easy you once found difficult.
Remember that being labelled a freak is the price of greatness.
Triumph loves the relentless. When you want to surrender, keep going.
Wake up early! Wake up and work on yourself first, then your boss!
Shout out to whoever I stole this from
Courage to be disliked
As long as you desire the recognition of other’s you are self centred
When you look at someone you’re actually just looking at yourself (the response the person give you).
You look for recognition in them to make yourself feel better.
The less you seek recognition the more free you become.
I don’t seek recognition anymore, but I still feel caged in by constant judgment.
Judgment from strangers without any actual evidence that they’re actually judging me.
I am judging them.
I see myself in them.
Why do I judge? It’s nature.
It’s a reflex which needs to be fought with appreciation and love.
It’s tough.
One day at a time.
One interaction after the other.
Meaning of life?
Meaning is the path of life when you are guided by love and speaking the truth. Jordan Peterson put that in my head and it changed my way of thinking forever. Do what you love, with who you love while speaking your truth and accepting the consequences.
How to find you calling
Follow your interests. Be aware of what seeks your attention during the day or in certain situations. Once you find the answer you’ll say it couldn’t of been more clear.
Where does your time go and why? What do you like to do, or watch, or listen to? What DON’T you like, and why? The more questions you ask yourself the more you have to work with. All these answers you give yourself will connect in some way and you need to know which way. Pinpoint it. You might not find your calling right away, but it’ll definitely move you in the right way
PS: You already know your calling, the problem is your not accepting it.
Goals.
Set goals. The mind is constantly trying solve problems, that’s it’s job. If it has no problems to solve it will turn inward and create some. Insecurities, anxieties, worries about things that hold no real issue. Then you start to criticize yourself, tear yourself apart to the bone until one day you think your the problem and the only way to solve it is to leave. Life is suffering, no matter what, so choose your path choose your poison. Greet fate with open arms but do it on your terms. Set goals towards your ideal life.
The problem here is, we don’t like to sacrifice the now for later. If we don’t see instant results from our goals we will just throw them to the side and say will get em later. How do you get past that? Well i’d say figure out your life and figure out what would happen if you didn’t do the things you had to. The fear of what will happen can be more motivating than the excitement of achieving the goal.
Shut up and Listen!
Only speak of things that can and will help people. Don’t talk non-sense just to sound smart. Stop spreading random facts.
May03/2021
The world is a weird place. We’re all just animals who try to act civilized. Nothing has true meaning besides virtue and relationships. So why is that we most neglect these things? Until it’s too late and we ask god for forgiveness for all our sins and spend the last fleeting moments with the ones we love. Why is it so hard to do it before reality shatters? Then we cry asking to go back in time and be different, but that’s just the easy way out. We grow old and try force our ideal self onto our children, who then grow up and the cycle repeats.
Be the man you want your son to be.
Studio update
Set Goals!
Happiness comes from working towards goals not by achieving them. Set a good goal and work towards it. Set smaller goals to just get the ball rolling.
Current Code
• Be Grateful
• Be Loving/Caring/Friendly
• Be Simple
• Be Present
• Be Calm
• Be Intelligent
• Be Accomplished
• Be Mysterious, cool, aesthetic
• Be Confident/Bold
Current Principles
1. Do as you say
2. Focus on the task at hand
3. Speak Truth, Seek Truth
4. Speak once, listen twice
5. Would your kids be proud?
6. Plan ahead, Set Goals
7. Calmness equals Power
8. Focus on the task at hand
I
I think I finally found my meaning in the world.
I can see myself clearer and clearer in my imagination.
I can see myself touch the stage.
Meet, greet and love my fans!
I can see myself at award shows.
I can see myself wearing the clothes I like.
I can see my face, my hair and my body language.
Everything becomes more and more clear the more I work towards it.
My meaning is to bring people an escape from this world.
I will bring them joy through my music.
I will share my knowledge about health and fitness.
I will try my best to be a good role model to the young.
I stand for Loyalty, Truth, Health, Art, Freedom, Growth.
New Passion
Dancing.
Rap will always be first but I think it just all comes down to music or art anyway.
May/2021
What’s currently going on? I finished two songs, one is finished and the other one will be done tonight once my producer sends it. I think this song is gonna sound dope, it’s called Late Nights. I started a music journal only dedicated to lyrics.
The task that hinders your task is the task, and my task was to rap but I didn’t have any lyrics. I have three journals currently, one for philosophical dialogue and recaps, one for music and one for random notes or ideas. I write in my notes, at work, when I hear something interesting in a podcast, then later I go over it at home and maybe re-write it in to my other journal. I’m currently reading the “Tao of Seneca Volume 1” and I’m really diggin it. I still prefer Marcus but I still got two more volumes to go so maybe it’ll change. I do really want to check out Epicurus, I heard he was more of a teacher and I think I could learn lots from him.
I’m a daily smoker now. I smoke every single day, even before work today. I was very against it but I just think this works best for me right now. I need to get the cravings under control which I can do and I do need to take detox periods. How does it help you? It keeps me calm and present. It makes me listen better and move smoother. It takes the stress away. The thing is though, you have to have a plan for the day and be productive. I need to do my reading, journaling and mediation plus write lyrics and get a workout in on some days. If I get these things done then my day was successful no matter what happens.
Life is suffering
The realization that life is suffering made me realize that the only thing you can do is be the light in other people’s lives. It also means you have to always prepare for the worst, accept your path as fate and welcome it with open arms. If you fight the suffering it will swallow you whole.
May02/2021
I have left the village to let myself dream, to later return with something new. I will share it with the world and the world will applaud, respect and welcome me.
May01/2021
Life is suffering. I will be the light in every room
April25/2021
Wisdom is the action of knowledge.
April06/2021
It’s been awhile. Things have changed.
I cut all my hair off yesterday, buzz now.
I’m turning 22 in two weeks and I want to feel more mature, more my age.
I’m getting bigger and stronger but as of tonight the gyms will be closed again due to covid. I need to be able to workout at home.
I’ve been reading more stoicism and I’ve changed my journaling method, I will now write in philosophical dialogue.
Weather is getting better which has improved my overall mood.
Sometimes I just want to run away; right now is that moment.
I’m disappointed in my self, I feel trapped and unable to move.
I know what to do but it’s hard putting it into action.
I’m all alone.
My family loves and supports but I still feel as if I’m in this alone.
I have this pressure. I’ve fallen a little off track too. I didn’t release a song last month and I’m currently back on a carb diet. I’m hungry a lot, mainly due to me hitting the gym regularly but also because I smoke a lot.
Weed is the devil to me but I keep going back to it. Why? Well it calms me down, let’s me be present and listen. It lets me follow my principles easier and understand people better.
Downside is, I want to eat constantly, I get slow, tired and unmotivated.
What’s next for me? I want need to get us out of here ASAP. Dad works daily and strongly dislikes his job. Mom is sad too I know it, she just doesn’t show it. Sister is not feeling her greatest either. It’s all up to me now.
One day I’ll be someone.
Someone like Jordan Peterson. Someone like Eminem. Someone like Marcus Aurelius.
For tonight I’ll just be me, grateful, and call it a night.
March18/2021
Every customer I meet is another opportunity to be better
March17/2021
Good day! Be kinda, Be Loving, Be caring
March15/2021
Hey. Life’s been so up and down lately if it were a roller coaster no one would go on it. I feel great some days while others I’m lost in my head. I feel as if I’m making no progress. I do maintain my three daily habits no matter what (reading, journal, meditate).
I’ve been struggling with music… I set everything up, try to find a vibe and smoke a J but I always just end up tired, lazy or hungry. My head feels empty and not inspired.
March11/2021
Been meditating two months straight, daily 15 minutes. Anxiety has noticeably decreased
To come …
One day I will wake and see a hundred insults. How will I feel? The same, or attacked? What does it matter, if my family is healthy, my music brings me joy and I have food on my plate, what is there to complain about.
Meaning of life
Self discovery
Feb03/2021
I’m grateful for my family. They need me and I will always be there for them. Everyone is struggling especially in these times. We’re all sad and feeling low, so I need to be the one who keeps the boat afloat instead of punch holes in the bottom. I need to take the wheel. I need to stand straight and take my position as a young man.
Broke times
Mom can’t buy toilet paper and dad barely has enough for gas. I just made $440 yesterday and I’m at $48 rn.
What’s the next step here…
Recently
I’ve finished two songs that are currently being edited.
My proudest work; No.
I’m doing good on my diet, I’m strict.
Weed is under control in great moderation.
I train and stretch daily.
I practice some sort of meditation daily even if it’s just reading or sitting in a dark room alone.
Motivation has been low for music, not sure what’s holding me back…I’m not proud of the songs I release, I’m not proud of the work I do, I’m not excited to share my art with the world, I’m just not feeling the energy that I want to feel.
Am I lost? Not really, I know where I am and I know where I’m headed, but maybe I want to take a different route?!
Am I ready to be an artist? Artists stand for something, they believe their art can impact or change the world…my music lacks that effect.
I know what I can be and I know what I will be, but sitting with ones thoughts all alone while thy father works and thy funds are low is heart breaking.
I ask the universe for help, she answers and I try my best to listen but….
Jan31/21
Weed numbs my consciousness, nicotine hurts my head, and sugar destroys my health.
What is left to do then when you want to focus on a creative task?
Careful what you believe
Everything we hear is just an opinion. Marcus Aurelius said that and I have to say it couldn’t be more true. There has been countless of times when I’ve listened to strangers, taken their advice and believed it as fact. We are all wrong most of the time, especially when we talk about personal preferences. Trust but verify. Do your own research.
Be
Think like a Warrior, act like a Sage.
Jan22/2021
I have ADHD. Explains a lot, will continue to educate myself on the topic.
Meaning of life
Self discovery.
Jan17/2021
My mind is elsewhere today. I’m slightly disappointed in myself for not giving it my all recently. I know these days happen and I know it’s not forever.
I have three unfinished songs I’d love to get done. I’d love to maybe work out today and read a little. I’ve journaled, that’s a good thing. Now imma go blaze up with Joyce for a little and then get to it.
I appreciate the daily effort I do put in and I’m proud for always pushing myself for better accomplishments.
Grateful
I’m grateful for the time I get to spend with my sister today. I’m grateful for the beautiful HH jacket I own that keeps me nice and warm:). I’m grateful for my amazing father who just works so hard for our family. I’m grateful for the support I receive from my family. I’m grateful for the beautiful technology I own that I enjoy using everyday. I’m grateful for another day
Jan16/2021
Don’t plan for the good, just prepare for the bad.
You’ll be ready for the good, but the bad will happen so be ready but don’t dwell on it.
My biggest enemy
Sugar.
Jan12/2021
One day
Imma be the biggest star in the world
Jan10/2021
The worst thing that can happen to me is loosing my hat.
Edit: found it!
Meaning of life
My initial answer to this question was, relationships. Relationships are everything. If you have no one to share your success with what is it good for? Personal gain or personal confidence I guess, but that will eventually fade once you realize that driving a Lamborghini alone is pretty boring. Recently I stumbled across a man named Derek Sivers, he states life is meaningless, a blank canvas. What you do with that canvas is up to you. No one has a life, everyone just purely exists. What we do with that existence is what we truly think is meaningful. Money, family, legacy, learning, whatever you gravitate towards thats your meaning. Don’t let others tell you it’s not, because everyone sees the world through a different lens.
Isn’t it enough?
Are you happy? Are you profitable?
Jan09/2021
Opinions are challenging. You want to stand your ground but you also don’t want others to be upset, but does it really matter? Speak the truth and see what happens. Those who mind don’t matter. Just doesn’t feel the greatest
Jan08/2021
I’ve been thinking lots about happiness recently and what it means to me.
What does it mean?
Happiness fades so it’s not something I’d like to chase, and my interests change which means my happiness will change.
Family makes me happy. Seeing my dad happy makes me happy. Watching my family grow makes me happy.
Life is about relationships, I know that but why am I not happy yet?
Money.
Once I can retire my father, pay for moms vacation, and buy my sister everything she wants that’s when I’ll truly be happy.
My first post
The time is 22:25 on January 1st, 2021. One of my New Years resolutions was to start a blog so here it is. This is going to a be a little side project. Goodnight now : )
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